Monday, February 22, 2010

GET OVER IT

I just want to lead my life peacefully without you. Really, Don't bother to look for me or find me anymore. Don't step into my life again. You think I'm stupid or senile to not know what is happening around? I can tell you, the world is so so so small. Everybody is watching and listening what you say what you both are doing. So probably when u go out next time, wear a mask so that no one can recognise you.

Why is everyone keep asking me the same question. "Are you going back to him?". Seriously, I had never been so sure with my decision and have not regretted will not regret my decision in leaving that guy.I had never been so strong and firm in my life. but this decision made me. I thought I couldn't live without you last time. I gave you everything to keep you with me, giving away even my pride and dignity, everything. I just want to live a life which is a life. something worth living for. not those 4 years that we had lived. I regretted it so much.

And for goodness sake, you think I'm like you?! can jus go into another relationship or change partner immediately? or say love another den love another? Do I look so cheap and loose to you?! you are those that will die without woman. I am not. Family love and true friendship is something you will lose out in life. What is the point of filling your empty vessels with love from girls? Fill it with something more meaningful.

Just don't come and bother me or myy family anymore

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